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Name: Dorcas Country: Singapore Birthday: 10/31/1984 Gender: Female
Interests: slping!!! reading magazines, sufing the net like no bodies business, shopping, slacking with some nice wonderful friends... tanning ( i miss it soo much!) n not to mention taking pictures!!!! Occupation: Sales Industry: Art
Message: message me MSN: miracle_dreamer@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/5/2003
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| bb took 2 weeks leave to be home so have been accompany him for a couple of days be4 he start his work few days ago frm 7pm - 3am.. his mom is back home today.. she seems better than the last time i saw her at KK hospital .. min now she can walk around the house. thinkin of getting a new job or maybe goin to take some classes up be4 headin to go back into sch again to start my brain engine so hopefully can get back into the right track soon.. been feelin kinda weird recently the feeling is like u seems to have some problems or some jobs that is left uncomplete kind of thing.. like a lots of question marks without any much of a answer to those question marks kind of thing.. hai~
juz got home not long from the kopi session with alfred @ bugis.. slacking abit n lossen up myself abit.. kinda used to e feeling that bb is not around with mi most of the time n onli get to meet him for a couple of hours (even when he is clearing his 2 weeks leave now its also seems hard to be together for long )..
daddy n mummy are back frm their genting trip last night ( they went on the wed morni!! ) left work place early on that day too so i decided to meet up with bb at his place.. was slacking at his place n played a long few hours of game be4 i dragged him out to spotlight for a shopping... meet up with karen n saw bernard as well aft my spotlight trip @ kopitiam.. slack around with them while bb n i eat out dinner or should i say supper be4 heading home n bb accompany mi @ my place that nite.. was glad that he is around with me.. n able to have his hamds wrapped around me again when i fall aslp at nite.. been long since i have that kind of 'previllage' already. and guess wat.. dad n mum got mi a bag as a gift frm their trip..
shann n family have arrived at shanghai already.. hopefully they will be able to settle down with the new enviroment soon.. n i cant wait for them to come back again.. even thou i know it mean that i will be goin to spend tons of $$$ on the kids again but it worth it.. i mean i n willing to do so.. not that i n forced to.. lolx....
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| UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!! been pretty a while since my low moral update blog.. as usual my life is surround with my work.. haven been enjoying lately.. been such a good gal.. home sweet home after my work (yes! u heard mi HOME SWEET HOME almost everyday after my work!) sweetie is in a little trouble recently.. guess its his share of bad luck now.. having the risk of being send into D.B for abt 40 days n juz nice his mum will be undergoin for a op a couple of days later n his hp is being cutted of due to i don know wat reason. there's nthing i seems to be able to be help in.. maybe this time will mature him up abit... and worse we now have almost NO time to meet up for one another.. i mean we already hardly meet up nw is goin to be even harder for he is goin back to his own camp that's mean he will stay in from mon to sat noon.. and i pratically don have all weekends off n i not always change my off days so this is really making both of us upset although i keep sayin that it will be good cos' i can go find small hubby n he can go find small wife.. lolx.. werid rite!! daddy's birthday coming this sun.. decided to do something for him.. it is goin to be like a photo frame thingie.. got the idea from the token of apre that we gave to steph on her last day@work. hopefully he will like it cos almost every year i will buy shirt for him n now i believe he have too many shirts n almost all the colours that he will normally get n i m running out of new colour n design idea on his shirt so this time i m d-i-y-ing myself so he beta like it... oh ya! this sun i might be goin to do my hair again.. well... i know its juz last month that i juz did or was it the previous month.. but now i m thinking of doin it again.. argh!! hehe~~ waste of $$$$.. hai~ wat to do.. this is dorcas. | | |
| Dear wat ever god
i am low moral.... moodless... dead... speechless... feelingless... stupidness... boring... rotting.. stoning... freakin brainless.... everything is NO GOOD today!!! fuxking NO GOOD!!! don ask y for i DON KNOW WHY
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| There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl...
This ROMANTIC GUY folded 1000 pieces of paper cranes ]as a gift to his girl... Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together...
Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she couldn't visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...
Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regains his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of him....
Finally with all these hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company! You never fail until you stop trying.
One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl's parents... With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan...
He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it!
Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed...
and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes beside her...
Her parents saw him. He asks them why had this happened. They explained,
she did not leave for France at all... She was ill with cancer...
She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle!!... therefore she had chosen to leave him.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again... he can take some of those back with him..
Once you have loved, you will always love... For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever...
The guy just wept...
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them..... hope you would understand...
Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person whom you thought meant nothing to you... | | |
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